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Work is Boring
Friday, June 25, 2004
11:30 a.m.
Music: Tool- Pushit
well here i am at work again..and i'm tired because yesterday night was SUPER cool. I had lots of fun ^-^' i got to see um The Early November, My Chemical Romance (Super cool band looved them), Senses Fail, and Taking Back Sunday. it was cool i went into like the middle for the first time, with elias because i had to take care of him, and like it was cool. me and elias then got pushed into the mosh pit and i like tried to push us out of it before we got our asses kicked but elias like pushed this dood out of our was and we were out of there it was cool..that was while Taking Back Sunday was playing..while the Early Novemember ppl played, which was the opening band, like Elias almost blacked out and i thought he was just kidding around at first..but he wasn't so yeah..good things jorge was behind him because then he like would of fallen...i thought he was just trying to lean on him or something...but anyways i was like MAN ELIAS ARE YOU OKAY!? then he was like nodding his head with his eyes all drowzy looking and like he was all sweaty and stuffs so then i was like lets go get you some water. so we went to go buy him water. and after that he was just asking where Boy was and well he was somewhere in the crowd and i didn't want to go back and leave Elias by himself..because well we lost jorge in the middle of the concert...so like yeah i stayed with Elias then i went into the crowd for a while look for Boy or Jorge while Ral and Aura stayed with Elias..then i found Mel, David, and Frankie..and i looked back to see if Elias was okay..and like I saw Ral and Aura walking towards where i was and stuff and i was like WHERE'S ELIAS and ral's like he stayed over there then i was like AGH! and i went for him he was all sitting in a high chair chillin' -_-' so i stayed there i with him for a while...then that's when My Chemical Romance came out and i wanted to see them close up..but i stayed in the back with him...but then it got crowded in the back and so we like left..and went through the sweaty crowd and got to the front sort of..and like I SAW THE DOOD! then we went out again when they were done..and senses fail went up next and we were just like sitting down on the floor with Ral and Aura...and well hey the cuatas have an older brother and like yeah he's cool oo;..but too old for me well..not really but yeah. and i can't speak spanish. AND i dunno i'm just kidding then FINALLY taking back sunday came out and that's when we were beating up emo kids mwahaha jk..yeah it was cool. when the concert was over we couldn't find jorge so we went to Boy's truck figuring maybe he's smart enough to go there...but he never did so i was like man i'll go look for him but Roman was like no it's okay, but i was getting all impatient so i was like..man i'm gonna go look for him...and so got out of the truck and there was still a whole bunch of people outside so..he blended in with the emo kids...jk and yeah i was like man i give so i was walking back towards the truck and then out of the blue right before i take my first step towards it like..he's like HEY MONIQUE and i was like AH! so...he found me instead of me finding him but agh i got him back to the truck and we were hungry,thirsty, and tired and man i just wanted to go home..so we went to whataburger and ate and it was funny..lol man then when we left we were all just saying really stupid things that didn't make sense but they were funny..and yeah lol like Game Pube oo;..i dunno lol but it was funny at the time...then we started listening to SECTOR6 SONGS! and i was all singing along to the songs i know and stuff..yup..hopefully they finish their demo it's gonna be super cool..AH I CAN HEAR MY BOSS COMING BAI BIES!
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
12:40 p.m.
Music: TOOL- The Patient
**evily grins** heeheehee...i'm so glad i'm in LONCHE TIME!i'm still here stuck in my horendous office...with its dull grayish-tourqouisish walls and dead ants all over the place. One thing i've noticed over the years...of my life (no shit... who elses life?) is that i get chunky like..every summer...i've never really been those type of girls who really worries about what they eat but my mom and dad keep telling me that i'm getting a fatter ass and that i'm going to end up like well...they argue about people on their sides of the family...and i'm just stuck in the middle like...man i know i have a big butt -_-' but that's mainly...mostly...my mom's and grandma inez's fault cause..well everybody who knows me and my family knows why heh. but now?! i'm getting a tummy and that's from dad i know it is...oh well. Last night my dad was all like oOoOo Now we can actually use the bowflex since we're all FAT now i'm like man we're not fat we're just...Hungry most of the time. and man i used to not eat anything..well like when i eat regular main coarse crap shit stuff and like now it's like i can finish my plate and ask for some more from my bro or parents...or whom ever else is with me. but like i better stop that -__-' Dass* was telling me that i thought i could get away with eating anything without getting fat but now that i gained about...8 pounds since May he's like litterally pointing his finger and laughing at me. I really don't care if i get fat or not. well maybe i do but not like to the point where i'm going to go crazy and become Bulimic...yes i can read minds...jk well gots to go! sayanora! =^.^=
*dass: dad's family code name...meaning dad being an ass
i never came back after that brb
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
08:20 a.m.
Current Music: Rx Queen- Deftones
well i'm here at work...sort of working...and well yeah i'm just doing the usual which is Type,Type,Type....and well right now i'm done typing stuff for work so...i thought i'd come here...well tomorrow is that emo concert and yeah...it's gonna be cool cause like i'm gonna be with my really really cool Friend...man Karla backed out on me today TRADER jk...nah she didn't wake up or get out of bed she was like half awake and was like...i don't want to go with you to work today so i was just like fine Fuck You then. JK nah i was like man..i gots to go to work by myself now...ack i'm listening to a song with vulgar language Rx Queen Finished so...this one is Closer by NIN oo;...aka Karla's Favorite song jk lol nah she HATES this song she's like WTH and i'm like mwahahahaha o.o i dunno man i like this song like the beat it has is like i dunno make me like dance or something even tho i dun know how to dance. Speaking of Dance...Nikki's Mom, Sherry, wants me to join her dance team but like...i dun know how to Dance or like..yeah i don't know that kind of Stuff Period. Man Work seriously Sucks Big Fricken Monkey-Goat Balls...oh that reminds me...the other day, a long time ago,not last weekend, but the weekend before that we were driving to Edingburg to visit my "Tio Roy i mean Grandpa Roy"* and like well there was this brand new building that my dad saw with graffiti crap and was like "I hate those fuckers who write their graffiti crap all over the fucking walls. I'm going to look for one, one of these days, and I'm gonna fucking shoot them in the head, cut their balls off, stick them in their mouth, and sow it up." i was like O.O WHAT IN THE HAIL?! that was like alot of stuff said in like...3 or 4 seconds. And my brother was just laughing his head off and was like Man dad you don't have to be so discriptive. Then Mom was just making these faces like ugh You're all gross. And Dad was just laughing at my mothers face. Well i got to get back to work -_-' oOoOoOoOo my boss walked in a while ago and i don't want him to catch me here again...like he did..yesterday and i didn't get to write/type oh yeah and my comp is messed up well my internet service is like really gay. Happy B-Day to Sydel on...i think Saturday..k well Bai bi
*The Grandpa Roy thing is this inside joke that we always make fun of my brother for...it's cause Him and my Tio Pat and his family went to Luby's and my Grandpa Roy was there and my brother didn't recognize him until he walked up to him and was like hey Eric and my bro was like OH HI TIO ROY! and like MAN lol my Grandpa was like...Mijo I'm your Grandpa..and my brother was just all scared lol..my Gramp's Roy is my Dad's Dad and like well...when my dad was young(-er oO') he didn't get along with Him..that well..well actually Roy just Treated him and his brothers and sisters like crap. ever since my grandmother had passed away..which was when my dad was like three but agh..yeah well now he isn't a meanie...now he's like what he should of been when my dad still lived with him. He's a good Grandpa to me and my bro i dunno about my other cousins but ACK I GTG I KEPT TYPING BAD ME!::SCOLDS SELF::okie dokie...BYE!
What to Believe
Monday, June 14, 2004
8:54 p.m.
Current Music: Sector 6-Lies Remix
blah blah blah blah...BIND SHOW WAS CRAZY!
how should i feel
Friday, June 11, 2004
11:11 p.m
Current Music: Slipknot- Vermillion(both versions)
well here...i am at home already...just got back from watching SECTOR 6 rehearse for tomorrow's Bind show and visting Ashley for a little while.her and her brothers were watching Edward Scissorhands and yeah...it was cool and stuffs...but man fucking movie reminded me of all the times he would tell me that people say he looks like him...which he doesn't...he's not pale enough...jk man...i can't stop listening to this stupid song...it's cool well yahoo says they have blocked 45 pop-ups...so why is there still some pop-ups popping up?...i dunno..**shrugs** i hope tomorrow will be cool...me and ash are gonna have the best time hopefully...we need it...we need to party fucking hard together for the good of our friendship and...man just for own fucking good. man what she said about what's going through with her mother and her eyes makes...my eyes feel like that..since all i do at work is stare the friggin laptop screen all day...almost...and man i'm actually tired enough to not want to get online...so i either take a nap...or go to Tina's. OH! Tina's gonna stay here with me next week ^_^ it's gonna be cool man...me and Tina...we have or...moments...heheh...jk nah man she's like the BEST! She like the coolest cousin...any cousin could ask for...like man when we talk...we talk..and i like our converstations are super cool...long...and deep...man i know what you're thinking PERVERT! jk... yeah me and TIAN! have are good and bad times. Mostly Good. There was this one point...in our lives where we almost lost each other because of guy...who i will not mention his name for his sake... and man... i was SO blind then..how could i do that to MY OWN COUSIN MY FLESH AND BLOOD! not literally but yeah I Love Her like a sis i Love all my Girl Friends like Sisters ALL OF THEM not a single one is left out. I'll mention their names Personally in another entry. Man Today at Roman's like i forgot what i was doing but i got like my palm's scratched...and LOL i accidently punched my face...like i was on the trampoline and there was like this string tied around a part of..the pole and like i was pulling on it and then it ripped and I HIT MY FACE! i got my bottom lip like...cut inside and lol it looks funny there's just like...this Red Dot...well yeah i'm gonna stop writing for now...man Notice all those elevens..it's weird...man it's more like ones because i'm number one man...jk nah my Family and Friends are Number One.
Ending Song: COLD- She Said
Weird Dream...
Tuesday, June 8, 2004
11:14 p.m.
Music: Cold- Don't Belong
hey...i like had the weirdest nap..dream thingie..ever...it was just weird and like my messengers were being really gay...and stuffs it sucked..and had to sign me off right when Boy signed on -_-' jk i'm cursed or something...jk man i'm always kidding arent i?...jk lol okay man i can't stop...bad habbit just like...oo; that...well anyways i dun know if i should say the dream or not because...it has everybody in it...all my friends...i mean all of them even the minor ones...and like my family's in it too...grandparents and all even like...the not imediate one...cousins, aunts, uncles, and yeah...well because it's my Tia Maura's b-day (my grandpa's sister)and for some weird reason it took place at my high school...and some differences to it was like where the library and counselors office is, its like the part of the intermediate where the lecture hall is to the end of the last hall way and nurses office is...and man it looks weird...all the hall ways look run down and old...and that last hall way that was taken from the intermediate and put with the high school looks like... a ramp was put in there so ppl could skate and stuff i dunno it was just weird...i'm just weird..the only part of the school that didn't look worn down was...the cafeteria where...everybody was well except some of my friends which were roaming the hall ways. **sighs** but the way my dream ended was kind of how something else i had ended...which was unfinished...sometimes things are probably just ment to be unfinished for a reason. well things happen for reason so yeah...
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Boredom
Monday, June 7, 2004
09:47 p.m.
Current Music: HIM-This Fortress of Tears
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Assman
Saturday, June 5, 2004
02:01 a.m.
Current Music: Finger Eleven- Stay In Shadow
(Wito)!+~=5 says:
i like...caught the mood
fucking...crap shit...fuck... says:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
fucking...crap shit...fuck... says:
LES GET HYPER!
fucking...crap shit...fuck... says:
oo;
!+~=5 says:
i cant..
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but i have no idea like....what there is to be messed
up about..
fucking...crap shit...fuck... says:
i knwo
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know*
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that's what i don't understand either
Hate
Saturday, June 5, 2004
01:43 a.m.
Current Music: Das Lied Vom Einsamen Madchen (Turner Remix)
Tomorrow i'm going to San Antonio...well today..later..like at 8:00 i'm gonna get to the escuela...man this sucks i hate feeling hate and jealousy...malevolent acts...and malignant feelings...**Sighs**they're just part of being human...i guess that's why i hate it...but i have no choice...that's what i am -_-' it's how i'm feeling at the moment...i must be reaching my due point because of all the mood swings i've been having...the other day...a long time ago...two days ago...out of the blue (weird phrase) i just felt sad...for no reason at all i just a deep...great sadness...i dunno..blagh...oh well..i'm just here...waiting to see..if Roman will ever come back...he's probably with Adrian...since he's leaving to California...for like the whole summer...man that must suck...i would hate it if my best friend was leaving and..by the time i get back i would be at college...or something i dunno...thinking for different perspectives..
Long Time
Sunday, May 30, 2004
11:18 p.m.
Current Music: HIM
hey
i haven't written in here in a long while...
well i'm going to be a junior in high school now...and well...since my last entries...i think i'm the same person just with more...stuff o_o; i don't know..well yeah i'm just here in my comp room chillin...waiting for my boy friend to call me or IM me...either one...just don't leave me hanging...and i don't want to call him because i feel like i'll be bugging him..as it is i take time away from him and his friends...who he'll never see again...well yeah he will see them but not for a long while cause he's going Sul Ross..college..because he's a College Boy...something his grandpa would call him.
Yesterday was his High School graduation and i met his older sister, Sydel, who bearly made it. He was literally crying because he thought she wouldn't make it...him and his sister are really close. Last night while Boy was talking to a few of his friends Sydel was talking to me about how proud she was of her little brother and that she was glad she made it to his graduation. The things she spoke to me about i felt like... she ment every word of it...i mean mostly everybody means what they say but sometimes they just say it and misuse the meaning of the words chosen to convey their messages.
I don't know i'm just weird...right now Boy's at this Party..and he's probably drinking and having loads of fun while i'm here just writing about it.
AH HUGE BUG ON THE SCREEN **squishes it**...k problem solved...man i just took the life of something that just wanted to see what was on the screen...oh well..i guess i'll write in here somemore later...now that it's the summer and i really wont have much to do but...work...I Got a job now at school cleaning instruments...i work 6 hrs. i think.. from 8 to...whatever time before 3 something..and it's only for the month of June...oh well i'll type in here later...Bai bi
Back Home From Our Vacations
Tuesday, August 12, 2003
11:46 a.m.
Current Music: Tool
Sorry that i have written i just havent been here. Well so far i've been to New Mexico, Arizona, and California.
Dreaming or half awake and asleep
Friday, July 11, 2003
11:18 a.m.
have you ever had one of those night where you just cant sleep...i did a night full of tossing and turning i just hate that...i eneded up going to bed close to three. i've stayed up later but that night i was tired for some reason...then my mom woke me up like around 8:00-8:30 ish and i woke up like nothing but i stayed in bed for a while listening to tool. like then at 11 the cleaning lady walked in my room to leave the vaccum cleaner and said she'd be right back. so i guess i sorda doze off or i was half asleep or something but then i felt something pulling my hair back and covering my mouth and nose so i couldnt breathe my heart started racing and to top it all off my legs were hurting all of that night when i was trying to sleep till i had woken up -_-. and well going back. i open my eyes or they were open but i guess i was dreaming they were open...or something but i opened them more...and it stopped..and then it did it again and i could talk or yell but i dont know why i tried yelling out god and it stopped...then i came over here...
Empathetically Alone
Thursday, July 10, 2003
10:47 p.m.
Hullo,
i'm...alot of people..well first i'll start off Amara.
Amara: Hello...uh i'm amara and..i'm gay...
Everyone: Hello Amara.
Amara: i'm not really gay but i'm lesbian...jk no really i'm 20 years old and i have red hair purple eyes..i have the habbit of hitting Gail alot and making her cry...um that's all...oh yeah and i'm the first one out of all these other fuckers! oo;
Sage: thank you amara..that's enough
well i'm sage and i'm a vampire i'm 18 years old...okay..1,800 years old...and i'm from germany my master, who was eaten by a warewolf(heh),is a Brujah named Amber something. i'm just an old vampie...
okay there's alot more ppl here and they all say hi and the following are:
Gail
Azura
Dorian (and his brother Jacob/Jake)
Maki
Shun
Iestuna
Mikiko
The Cross Siblings: Triton, Rhode, Benthesikyme aka Ben, Oliver and Odes aka the twins, Nuvis, and Gareth.
Chaos
Tobias
Lothar
and this unknown elf chick with dark blue hair she just comes out of no where...well they all say HI and Chaos says AW FUCK YOU...he's not all there..
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